The Rabbit Hole..

This blog is for me to collect my many thoughts, theories and data/ evidence about things that are happening in the world, most of which will affect you whether you like it or not.
It is usually discontent that breeds questioning of things and I have always been at odds with society, always felt that things are not right and could be better etc. It is in this state of mind that some may decide to start asking questions about things to see if they can improve on their lives. When this questioning starts, it does not stop as there are alot of things I have discovered about humankind that you would probably never think would be true if not for all the evidence there is. You just have to know where to look, how to check different sources and how to eliminate disinformation. This is generally quite difficult for people to do as the Internet has so much data in it. It is easy to be overwhelmed with it all and not know where to begin or what to believe.
The point it, it is not really about beliefs. It’s about FACT. You have evidence pointing to something, then whether you want to ‘believe’ it or not is irrelevent. I might believe I can fly, or ‘God’ will protect me as I walk into a lion enclosure but it does not mean it is going to actually happen. Probably because it is not reality.
I have noticed that people can have trouble believing reality because it may not match up with what they have been told to believe the world is really like, or maybe it is just too comfortable with their head up their own arse. It matters not.
To take the blue pill, close this page and only return when you think you are ready for the worst time of your life.
You want the red pill? Then save this blog page in your bookmarks and come back often.
One more thing, I will do my very best to always distinguish between researched facts and figures, and my personal beliefs on the subject. Forgive me if I forget occasionally. If you think something may be a belief and I have not clarified it, please let me know.

Last Night’s Nightmare… Human Extermination

Okay so I’ve had another nightmare. I usually have bad dreams but nightmares are something else. I had intermittment sleep last night because of bad dreams, but this nightmare was so lucid and scarey that I automatically just woke up to escape from it.
It getting hazy now, as dreams do when you’ve woken up and begun your day, but it generally revolved around the end of society and the mass extermination of the public by Governments and Corporations.
It was very lucid, that’s why it scared the shit out of me, anyway I think it was in America somewhere, and me and some friends (that I know in the real world, along with some I didn’t know) were hanging out somewhere at some time in the future. I knew it was in the future because there were CCTV cameras and Loudspeakers underneath them all with other bits of metal that I couldn’t recognise. Plus there was a distinct atmosphere of extreme fear out in public, in the open, I remember feeling that.
Anyway like I said, hanging out we were, and all of a sudden there was an annoucement on all the loudspeakers saying there was an emergency, (this wasn’t unusual in the climate of the dream) and there was a local rally point that people went to. Kind of like a cross between an open car park and warehouse allotment kinda thing. So we went there and there were armed guards/ police/ army patrolling it, (again not usual, they were everywhere in the dream). Once we were all there (there ended up being hundreds of us from the surrounding neighbourhoods). The loudspeakers said we had to congregate into smaller groups, and we only had 6 seconds to do it or we’ll be shot…..
Obviously we did it, our particular group had about 30 or 40 people in it.
We waited around for a while, expecting to hear the dull sounds of explosions in the distance (as an attack was imminent) but there was nothing. I remember it being cold, people were huddled up together. I remember listening in on a conversation these two guys were having about something in their lives, can’t recall the details though.
Finally the loudspeakers boomed and cackled out that we should, in an orderly fashion, make our way to the new tunnel that had been constructed in that area. It went into the ground in a slope ending in this big metal door. People started moving towards it, and all of a sudden I got this really sick feeling like something was really wrong. I remember reading about things like extermination camps, governments wanting to reduce the worlds population by 85% things like that. (I have actually read these things so I think this dream was my brain putting it all together). And I started telling people not to go into the tunnel because it lead to an underground extermination camp. Some believed me, some didn’t, the guards were in the distance.
Then as I was trying to rally up support the loudspeaker announcement stopped, and everyone looked up instinctively. Then every pole (which had the speakers etc on the top of them) dropped this flag that rolled out and hung underneath the speakers.
It was a Nazi Swastika flag.
The loudspeakers crackled and started playing an announcement, but it was in German and I couldn’t understand it, the only word I recognised was Führer. It was a short message and it kept repeating. I then realised we really were going to be all killed.
We were boxed in and I remember looking down that slope to the people waiting patiently to be slaughtered like cattle, not believing that I could be right, while at the same time the realisation was scaring the crap out of me and I started to panic. I began to walk down myself and people followed me as I was thinking (well maybe I’m wrong, I really want to be wrong, I’ll go down there because I run away I’ll definately be shot by the military police.) But the closer I got the more scared I got.
Go down there and most probably be exterminated?
Or try and escape and most probably be shot?
The realisation that I was going to die either way in the next hour or so wasn’t a good feeling.
I finally snapped and looked around for somewhere to run, the guards were a little distance away and weren’t really paying that much attention. I decided that I don’t care about dying. But there’s no wall in hell I’m going out like a f*cking animal in a slaughterhouse. If I’m going to die I’m going to start some serious sh*t first!
With this new found anger I got more people on my side till there were loads of us, we quickly found was seemed to be an old fast food restaurent back entrance near there and broke in.
There were girls and guys there. I remember feeling ‘I don’t want these girls to die.’
I was a hurricane of conflicting feelings, and could barely think straight. I can’t believe how vivid it all was.
I got a girl to keep a lot out and everyone else proceeded to rip up tables to use as shields, I found a store closet that had mops and brooms. I tore the poles out of them to use as weapons, people tore the legs off of tables, trying to find something, anything to use against the scum outside.

Suddenly the girl keeping watch screamed ‘They’re outside!’ and we immediately looked around, I was in the line of sight of the passageway we came down and saw a guard coming down the hall shouting. He had his gun up. I didn’t hear what he said, I didn’t care. He was one of them and I had to take him out.
I picked up the nearest ’shield’ hoping it can stop his bullets, and a shattered pole from an old broom, and I ran at him.
He fired, the shield held fast. I ran faster. He kept firing, the sound was deafening, echoing around that small passageway.
I reached him and slammed him with the shield, he flew back and dropped his gun, I pinned him to the wall with the shield and smashed his helmet off with the pole, I then stabbed it into his face, killing him.
I picked up the gun, looked behind me and said to everyone standing there in shock ‘Are you ready to do this? To fight right now against this sh*t !?!’
They looked at me and said ‘yeah!’
I looked back and saw another guard coming. I fired at his head (they were wearing body armour) he dropped. I ran outside.
Then I woke up.
….. WTF!

So there you have it. This was quite theraputic typing this stuff out, I think I’ll do this for all my nightmares. Have a nice day. lol